Day 2

Spoke with the ex today.  Thought that would be weirder than it was.  Found out life is moving along just as swiftly for him.  It's weird how things make me cry today.  The posting for my friend's husband who has passed away suddenly this week, thinking of my mom and all her quirks and funny things she used to do.  My friend's telling me everything is going to be ok with the baby when there is so much tragedy lately I worry that it may be wishful thinking.  Although I also have a sort of calm that everything will turn out the way it is supposed to regardless of what goes on around me.  Regardless, I wish that everyone could stay happy and healthy for at least a year so I can let these recent events fade into the background after a while.