Sunday

Have been looking at maternity wedding dresses because I think that this will have to be done in order: shotgun wedding, house, baby....
I have no qualms about doing it in that order, but I'm not sure how the Catholic church will feel about it...did I tell anyone I was going to join??  I am not preachy, but this is the story.  I have been called by God or whomever many times over the past year or so.  I have prayed with a Baptist, visited many Catholic churches and sat through Latin mass.  I was never the girl you thought would be pregnant OR joining the Catholic church, but things and people change.  I feel the faith that I have never experienced before and feel no judgement or fear when I talk about it, only peace.  I am older and cynical in some ways but I feel a real acceptance about what is really important and how I can present my best self to the world.  Does not mean that I am not angry at stupidity or ignorance, I just try and let it not overcome me and make me someone whom I never want to be.